Metamorphosis in Blue
Friday, August 14, 2009
I need to clean my house.
A house really is tied to a person's mood, I think. When it's messy, I feel unfocused and edgy.
Today when Mom leaves for her trip up to Newport, I am going over and scrubbing her kitchen and cleaning house. It will be a nice surprise for her. I debated trying to give the dogs a bath too, but there is just NO way I would be able to handle both of them.
I am back in that mode where I require less sleep than normal. It's both nice and frustrating. On one hand I can stay up late watching movies and such, with no real circumstances.
On the other, I know that eventually it WILL hit me, and I will be grumpy and want to sleep for days.
My life is sad. I am making journal entries about my sleeping patterns...*sigh* Oh well, I can't say that I mind "simple" all that much.
A house really is tied to a person's mood, I think. When it's messy, I feel unfocused and edgy.
Today when Mom leaves for her trip up to Newport, I am going over and scrubbing her kitchen and cleaning house. It will be a nice surprise for her. I debated trying to give the dogs a bath too, but there is just NO way I would be able to handle both of them.
I am back in that mode where I require less sleep than normal. It's both nice and frustrating. On one hand I can stay up late watching movies and such, with no real circumstances.
On the other, I know that eventually it WILL hit me, and I will be grumpy and want to sleep for days.
My life is sad. I am making journal entries about my sleeping patterns...*sigh* Oh well, I can't say that I mind "simple" all that much.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Why, good morning there.
May.
It was May the last time I posted here.
Things go forward- how can they not? I am feeling less frustrated, more accepting- if that makes sense. There are just things that can't be changed, and it takes too much energy fighting it.
There are some things I am unhappy with that I want to change.
That is the beautiful thing about life...choices you can make, changes you can decide on. Struggling is part of the fun.
I say...
Bring it on.
It was May the last time I posted here.
Things go forward- how can they not? I am feeling less frustrated, more accepting- if that makes sense. There are just things that can't be changed, and it takes too much energy fighting it.
There are some things I am unhappy with that I want to change.
That is the beautiful thing about life...choices you can make, changes you can decide on. Struggling is part of the fun.
I say...
Bring it on.
